[ he returns and circles his arms around five, dotting kisses to his cheek and giving him a number of affectionate nuzzles. ] Alreadyā¦ [ teasing. ] What did you want to ask me, sensei?
[ he's going to try his hardest to suppress emet's voice in his head chanting over and over again "tell me again in a month or two" and "I told you so". He doesn't have a crush, it's fine!! But he clears his throat, let's just repress that very quickly ]
Don't take it the wrong way, I'm asking you because I cherish and trust you, so it isn't as if ... I don't know. As if I just want to use and discard you.
But you said you're a masochist, and I know unlike Cosmo and Alexander you genuinely enjoy a degree of violence.
Would you — ... would you be open to try a bit of rough play with me. Knifeplay would be ideal, but — I can't be trusted with a weapon, even if I ask you to make certain to stop me if I lose control, you may end up realizing too late.
You don't have to say yes. And it doesn't have to be now, or even next week. We can both change our minds later on too.
But I was wondering if maybe letting this out would help more than suppressing it.
[ childe drags his nose along fiveās neck, closing his eyes as he just takes in his scent. ] If you canāt be trusted with a knife, then how would we do this? I do agree though, that keeping this all pent up is only making it worse, so having an outlet would definitely help. [ he slides his arms around him, hands resting on his stomach. ] And even if I realize a little too late I can use an extreme burst of pheromones to make you quiver before me, make you my bitch, have you on your knees, ass up, begging me to fuck you despite all the aggression you felt seconds before. Or if youāre worried about killing me Wild City has an ability that activates when our life is threatened, a sort of last resort to try to prevent as much.
[ Does he have to describe it like that. it's really hard not to picture it, and of course his face is turning red all over again ]
To be honest I hadn't thought of alternatives that wouldn't be more deadly so if your ... solution ... works, it's at least a safety measure. I can also activate common law to make sure nobody in the room would die, but the effect would disappear once the common law is no longer in place so we'd have to call someone for help, if I -
[ yes. yes he did. itās worth it for seeing how fiveās face morphs into that cute red color. ]
Iām willing to try it, sure. Iām not going to let you kill me, but I sincerely hope youāre okay with potentially getting hurt when I prevent you from doing so. Things are bound to get a little ugly, Iām sure you realize. [ nudges him at the bath. ]
If I didn't trust that you would stop me, and be able to stop me, I wouldn't ask you.
[ he'll go on the bath with him, and actually fully rest against him. He's a little tense given the topic at hand but Childe's answers are putting him at ease ]
I trust Cosmo and Alexander would similarly be able to defend themselves, but I don't want to put either of them through it. But I thought maybe you, on the other hand, might actually find it exciting if you had to defend yourself.
Hah. Of course I would find it exciting. Sensei has refused to fight me this entire time, so the chance to be able to do so, even in defense, is incredibly exciting. Iām not going to hold back, but I will refrain from killing youā¦ [ but his retaliation is bound to hurt. ] We can start slow and see what happens. If I notice things escalating I can try to prevent as much, just as I said, thoughā¦ perhaps not that that degree. [ chuckles, sinking into the water and shutting his eyes. ]
ā¦sensei, [ he takes a hold of his cheek, so theyāre forced to make eye contact. ] any time with you is time well spent. Donāt let me catch you thinking otherwise. [ releases his face to grab a washcloth. ]
[ He doesn't know if it's the words or the gesture, but maybe it's the combination of them. It hits him immediately and again Emet's words are surfacing to the back of his mind, and he doesn't know what to do about it. ]
[ Does he have a crush. If he does, should he tell Emet? He definitely should not tell Childe. But he doesn't have a crush, it's fine, it's just the residue of the pheromones and affection, he's always been sappy ]
Itās nice to hear it, but [ he leans to the side so five can see the shit eating grin heās got on. ] I know. [ laughs to ease the tension and then goes back to washing himā¦ though a few moments later he decides to, instead, massage the sore spots heās got. ]
[ How is he this cute, that's unfortunate. But he tries to forget about the C R U S H deal, he's just overthinking things, after all, and focus on spending time with him. If Childe is good enough with that massage, he might even end up falling asleep ]
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childeishly) wrote2021-02-25 12:10 pm
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Don't take it the wrong way, I'm asking you because I cherish and trust you, so it isn't as if ... I don't know. As if I just want to use and discard you.
But you said you're a masochist, and I know unlike Cosmo and Alexander you genuinely enjoy a degree of violence.
Would you — ... would you be open to try a bit of rough play with me. Knifeplay would be ideal, but — I can't be trusted with a weapon, even if I ask you to make certain to stop me if I lose control, you may end up realizing too late.
You don't have to say yes. And it doesn't have to be now, or even next week. We can both change our minds later on too.
But I was wondering if maybe letting this out would help more than suppressing it.
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To be honest I hadn't thought of alternatives that wouldn't be more deadly so if your ... solution ... works, it's at least a safety measure. I can also activate common law to make sure nobody in the room would die, but the effect would disappear once the common law is no longer in place so we'd have to call someone for help, if I -
Actually killed you.
... You really would be okay with that?
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Iām willing to try it, sure. Iām not going to let you kill me, but I sincerely hope youāre okay with potentially getting hurt when I prevent you from doing so. Things are bound to get a little ugly, Iām sure you realize. [ nudges him at the bath. ]
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[ he'll go on the bath with him, and actually fully rest against him. He's a little tense given the topic at hand but Childe's answers are putting him at ease ]
I trust Cosmo and Alexander would similarly be able to defend themselves, but I don't want to put either of them through it. But I thought maybe you, on the other hand, might actually find it exciting if you had to defend yourself.
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Then I'll make it worth your time. I should at least make sure it'll be good for you.
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1/3
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[ Time to just fully sink down in the bathtub so he's completely hidden ]
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[ stares down at him, because, hm, things have gotten just a little bit awkward. ]
[ heāll start cleaning him up - dragging the washcloth over his front. ] everything ok?
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... 'mfine.
I just didn't expect you to - say something like that.
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In case there was any doubt.
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