[ childe isnāt able to hold back much longer either; a few quick thrusts sending him over the edge and filling up five. he doesnāt try to remove himself, instead laying back and heaving a deep couple of breathes. ] You did real good, sensei. [ kisses him once again. ] Now get some rest.
[ He catches his breath, taking a few moments to come down from his orgasm high, and it's only after a few moments that he realizes he lost control for a moment there, and might have gone way further than he should have had it not been for Childe's ability.
And on one hand, that's terrifying. But on the other, it feels a little nice to have proof he can trust him with this. ]
...rest. [ five might be able to feel it, but he punctuates that with another heaping helping of pheromones. mellow out, five, and get some sleep. childe will take care of all of that when you're out. ]
[ That's cheating!! He wants to do some proper after-care and make certain Childe will be fine, but the pheromones make that hard, and he'll end up relaxing against him. While he doesn't fall asleep immediately, he does stop protesting, though he'll mumble something that sounds like "then stay inside" before he does eventually passing out ]
[ he's not leaving! he is going to clean up five and deposit him on the bed while he fixes the mess they made. it certainly takes a lot longer than he imagined it would, but he's kind of a pro at cleaning, so he's got this. he showers afterward and plops down on the bed beside five, working on bandaging himself up. it's a little awkward getting the ones on his back, but he's trying... ]
[ He's lucky he really is out for good or he'd be extra clingy during the entire process. But he ends up just resting, and in the end he only wakes up a while later, once he's already working on bandaging himself up. ]
... Wait, let me.
[ And he'll get up to reach for the bandages, so he can take care of at least that ]
[ childe doesnāt put up a fight, and instead offers the bandage roll to five to let him help. he hadnāt been doing a great job anyway. ] Iām alright, yeah, just a few bruises here and there. How are you feelingā¦ got it somewhat out of your system?
[ There's a pause as he thinks about it, and then he just resumes working on bandaging him up without answering immediately. Once he's done, he finally leans in to kiss his cheek and answers ]
In a way. I still feel the urge to kill, I don't think that's ever going to go away. But it doesn't feel as pressing. And it does feel relieving, knowing you can tame me.
[ he reaches back, trying to drape his arm around fiveās neck to hold him there for a bit longer. ] I didnāt think itād completely go away, but Iām glad it helped. I told you, sensei, you could trust me.
[ WHY. Is he so cute. He doesn't know if it's the shared intimacy, what they just did together, and the fact he always feels too affectionate after sex. But before he realizes he ends up blurting out— ]
[ childe kind of figured things might take a turn like this... probably because this was unusual behavior to begin with. he doesn't sleep around, and really only bothers making deep connections with people he likes, so... ]
I kind of... assumed it could. We fuck, sure, but more than that we... share things with each other, and that takes a lot of trust. It's kind of hard to keep somebody like that at arm's length. And it's not like we can control feelings... those things just kind of develop and build off of preexisting ones and we both already knew we enjoyed each other's company and, ah, ...all... that...
I suppose you're right. Other than Alexander the only people I share a bond this intense with are Vergil and Cosmo and Vergil I don't sleep with, so it's never been an issue.
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And on one hand, that's terrifying. But on the other, it feels a little nice to have proof he can trust him with this. ]
You should - at least clean up those wounds.
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... Wait, let me.
[ And he'll get up to reach for the bandages, so he can take care of at least that ]
Are you okay?
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In a way. I still feel the urge to kill, I don't think that's ever going to go away. But it doesn't feel as pressing. And it does feel relieving, knowing you can tame me.
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... You did. And I do. It is quite a privilege, you know.
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I have a crush on you.
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I didn't mean to say it.
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[ oh.
ohno. ]
[ if he means to take it back, then he's probably not joking... ]
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Does it bother you?
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