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Re: Day 41 early morning

[homicidalrage]

We'll see about that.

[ Once childe has finished getting dressed it's his turn to reach for his hand to take, keeping the hold Just Like That as he tug him outside ]

But first, let's just enjoy the scenery.

[ He glances at him, like there's something else on his mind that he wants to say, but it takes him a few moments before he talks at all ]

I don't want to ruin your mood, now that it has improved, but still. I do cherish you greatly. And it infuriates me that you had to experience something like that. Needless to say I will not be asking you to play with collars and leashes for a while.

Re: Day 41 early morning

[childeishly]

...I appreciate that, sensei, a lot, but I... wouldn't mind trying to get past this with your help. I don't think I'd feel comfortable doing that sort of thing with just anybody and I'd rather not let that be something that holds me back, if that makes sense. I hate having weaknesses, even if this isn't 'technically' one. It's something that can be used against me. [ frowns. ] So... maybe at some point we can... try it...

Re: Day 41 early morning

[homicidalrage]

You don't have to push yourself because you think it's a weakness, you know. Some people are just not into that sort of play and you can get away with saying just that if it ever comes up in here.

Re: Day 41 early morning

[childeishly]

...but the thing is I don’t think I’d mind it with the right people, though I suppose I can just tell them I’m not into it if it even comes up. Sensei is one of the people I trust, so I know he wouldn’t... [ take advantage and do something he’s 110% not into. ] ...

Re: Day 41 early morning

[homicidalrage]

I wouldn't.

[ he says it immediately, understanding what he's trying to say even if he doesn't say it out loud. And he'll simply squeeze his hand as they walk ]

... And I know it's the same for you. So far you've been quite good at understanding what I do like.

Re: Day 41 early morning

[childeishly]

[ smiles, thankful that he doesn’t have to keep fumbling through his words. ]

I care a great deal about you, sensei, and making you happy is important to me. [ brings their joined hands to his lips for a kiss before turning to give one to five’s cheek. ]