[ his face is literally blank. and by that i mean there is no face. sorry if that's horrifying scaramouche. he's trying to curb his jealousy, so he needs a minute. ]
[ eventually, ] I just want you to be happy. I know you've lost a lot recently, and... that you're losing more... [ childe reforms and sits up, looking down at their hands. ] I don't want, what I mean is... if he helps fill in some of the space left, then... I'm not going to be the one to tell you no. I don't want to do anything that's going to hurt you, especially not when you're already hurting plenty already.
[ seeing him like that is a little creepy, but of all people he understands the desire to hide his face, so he doesn't call him out on it. But oh, man. It'd be so much easier if Childe told him what to do in this case. The one time he wants someone to take control of him, and of course Childe won't do it. ]
You should be enough. And Dottore isn't like Pentium ...
[ He doesn't actually care about him. But he still loves it when he calls him his little puppet, and when he has his hands on him. ]
How annoying. I don't feel anything for him. It's just physical attraction.
...don't say it like that. [ he huffs, suddenly feeling completely inadequate, even after everything they did this evening. thanks scara!!! ] It's not about being enough. [ ugh, he... can't believe he's doing this... ] Did you like kissing him? And Dottore isn't like anybody. [ thank fuck for that. one of hi- ...wait, there are like... about a dozen of him. thankfully not here. ] Anyway, did you like kissing him?
I liked it. But I wanted to wait until we'd talked, so that felt bad. I don't know what got over me. One moment I was telling him I wasn't going to kiss him, and the next I did it.
I wanted to, of course. But not without ... Not if it meant hurting you.
If you liked it, and you like him, [ for whatever unknown fucken reason. ] then... do it again. I'm glad you thought of me and my feelings... and now I'm thinking of you and yours. [ he squeezes him, dragging him into his gooey chest. ] ...the only way you could hurt me is if you... told me you hated me and you left me. I'm just... feeling a little jealous, [ and worried. ] I... guess, since you two have a... history...
[ he should have kept his mouth shut. But he's a little relieved that Childe is not kicking him out of bed or anything like that. Of course he had nothing to worry about. Of course Childe would still love him. And him being a little jealous, as bad as it is, is a plus. ]
I know. [ but he hates being actual jealous... especially when he thinks he has a shot at losing... ] Whatever you want to call it. Did you just want to go back to doing whatever you used to do? [ he said he didn't want to get into detail and here he is asking... ]
[ we all have our kinks and he's not about to kink shame. he gets off on fighting and that's... kind of the same. just... less being strapped to a table and getting stabbed and more running around and getting stabbed. ]
I'm glad he's not on sensitIV, since I'm sure that, if he was, more of that would happen... anyway, I don't mind if you do things with him. I just, if he hurts you, I'm going to break his fucken neck, and then I'll have pep! revive him... and then I'll break his fucken neck again.
I bet that sick fuck would be into it. [ he laughs. ] And, feh, what fight... I already won. You should tell him how great I was. [ don't mind him puffing out his gooey slime chest. ]
I'm real glad you enjoyed this evening. [ going to kiss him a half dozen more times. ] And it's not over yet, you know... we're only resting for round 2. [ snickers, kissing him one last time. ] Love you, Kunikuzushi.
... I love you too. And I never thought I'd be able to fall in love and be loved back. Honestly ... you're such a troublesome brat. Mm, but when I'm with you, I'm happy.
And I'm glad I have you to fall back on when I'm feeling bad. Aah ... today was really tough after all.
[ childe solidifies himself as best he can, so he can give scara a hug... a good hug. ] I am glad I could show you that you deserve to be loved, and that you're worth loving... and you make me happy too. I'm really lucky to have you, Kunikuzushi. [ he smiles, giving him another squeeze. ] I hope you know that you can always count on me. If anything should ever happen. I'm here for you. Always & forever.
H- Hahahaha. My dick does make for a good distraction. [ a stupid smirk as he rolls his hips, thickening it and filling scara up just a little bit more. ] Agreed?
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Do you not want me to?
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[ eventually, ] I just want you to be happy. I know you've lost a lot recently, and... that you're losing more... [ childe reforms and sits up, looking down at their hands. ] I don't want, what I mean is... if he helps fill in some of the space left, then... I'm not going to be the one to tell you no. I don't want to do anything that's going to hurt you, especially not when you're already hurting plenty already.
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You should be enough. And Dottore isn't like Pentium ...
[ He doesn't actually care about him. But he still loves it when he calls him his little puppet, and when he has his hands on him. ]
How annoying. I don't feel anything for him. It's just physical attraction.
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I wanted to, of course. But not without ... Not if it meant hurting you.
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I don't like him.
But I like you being jealous.
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So I think that's out of the table.
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It was unbelievably painful. But I'd end up getting off on it, and one thing lead to another.
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[ we all have our kinks and he's not about to kink shame. he gets off on fighting and that's... kind of the same. just... less being strapped to a table and getting stabbed and more running around and getting stabbed. ]
I'm glad he's not on sensitIV, since I'm sure that, if he was, more of that would happen... anyway, I don't mind if you do things with him. I just, if he hurts you, I'm going to break his fucken neck, and then I'll have pep! revive him... and then I'll break his fucken neck again.
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Oh, that would be sexy. What a sight you'd be, fighting for my honor.
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I should tell him while you're fucking me.
He said I should call him during it.
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Did he really? Is he looking to feel insufficient, hah!
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[ he's going to leave him another kiss ]
And he's not as creative.
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stroke his ego,
and his dick... ]
[ kisses him back. ]
I'm real glad you enjoyed this evening. [ going to kiss him a half dozen more times. ] And it's not over yet, you know... we're only resting for round 2. [ snickers, kissing him one last time. ] Love you, Kunikuzushi.
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And I'm glad I have you to fall back on when I'm feeling bad. Aah ... today was really tough after all.
But it's easier with you.
And it helps that fucking you is great.
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H- Hahahaha. My dick does make for a good distraction. [ a stupid smirk as he rolls his hips, thickening it and filling scara up just a little bit more. ] Agreed?
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I - need to pick a monster as well ... I wonder what you'd like to be fucked by?
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What do you think could be fun? Or interesting?
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