Iā¦ Iād like that. Both things, actually. [ he tips his head forward in an attempt to help five hang on to his head. ] Do you want to bath after this. It might be niceā¦ relaxing too, since I imagine youāre going to be pretty sore. [ shuts his eyes and hums against his skin, applying a few licks. ] I didnāt bite you, sensei, as much as I wanted to, as much as my animal instincts were driving me to, I didnāt bite youā¦
ā¦you told me not to, and I respect you too much to break a promise I made. I hope if you made a promise to me you wouldnāt break it, sensei. [ he lets himself become boneless, because heās kind exhausted. ]
Mm. Zhongli Xiansheng is the only other person I sleep with, and we havenāt ever really experimented yet. I donāt really like the idea of sleeping around like most people here seem to. Iā¦ donāt understand it, if Iām being honest. Having four, five, or six partners. [ like whyyyy. ] And while I have experimented with Wild Cityās abilities I never stuck my dick in anything. Not sure what I could have fucked with my knot that would have been satisfying besides somebodyās tight little asshole, [ five will feel his dick twitch. ] you know?
[ his face goes red at that last comment, and Childe will be able to see that his blush goes up to his ear - especially as he feels his dick twitch inside of him. ]
Well I have a number of partners too, you know. I could take offense.
[ but he doesn't, because well — ]
Though admittedly you've been the only one I didn't already have a close relationship with. I still don't really get what you saw in me, but after talking with Zhongli I think it was my threatening to stab you.
... How did you experiment? I want you to describe it in details.
[ childe glides his tongue along the shell of fiveās ear, laughing into it right afterward. ] Go ahead, take offense. Iām not here to stop you from sleeping with anybody else. Itās just not for me. You were already taken when I came along anywayā¦ Alexander is really lucky. If you werenāt taken, hm, well, Iād be jealous, really jealous. I think Xiansheng has somebody else and I hate it. I donāt want him to have anybody but me.
[ the reminder of their first meeting has him laughing all over again. ] I found you as interesting as you found me. You were like a prickly little porcupine.
Hmmm, alright. Sensei wants to know how I debase myself in private. [ snickers. ] I shove a vibrator in my ass and alternate between touching my tattoo and dialing up the intensity. I bought this big cock ring to put on, so I canāt come and it hurts soooo good, drives me crazy, but makes a real big mess when I finally take it off. Itās gotten real swollen and turned all sorts of pretty colors, and guess what, sensei, Iāve definitely thought about both you and Xiansheng while fucking around.
[ He badly wants to concentrate on having a proper, productive conversation to help him with something this serious — he knows Childe needs a little pushing when it comes to relationship matters.
But it's really difficult to concentrate on that when he feels his tongue along the shell of his ear and when he's picturing him playing with himself like that. So he does use the tattoo to his advantage too. And he likes orgasm denial. That's something he can keep in mind ]
And what about the two of us together? Would you like us both being here to shower you with attention?
Iām not sure itās something heās interested in. And Iād like him to be happy. I can curb my jealousy for him.
ā¦
[ he absolutely likes to torture himself. ]
I donāt know. [ he just licking and kissing along fiveās neck, trying to get him to turn his head a bit so he can get at his lips. ] But I do love being driven to my limits. I hate this tattooā¦ but I love this tattoo. I want more toys. I want to beg for release.
[ it worries him how readily Childe tortures himself with this. But he can't blame him, even if he would say that he'd tell Emet if he had a problem with multiple partners, as their relationship is now he feels like maybe he wouldn't just to make him happy. No matter how unhealthy that is for both of them.
He won't comment on it further, for now, but he will turn properly so he can kiss him, shifting a little, rocking lightly against him with his cock still inside of him ]
Even if it drives you crazy, isn't it fine so long as you're the one who decides to play with it? Just like your pheromones.
If you want me to deny you and have you beg me to cum, that's something I'm willing to play with. You only need to tell me what you wish for, and I'll provide.
ā¦maybe one day Zhongli will be mine, but that day is not today and tomorrow isnāt looking good either. [ but he doesnāt want to talk about this anymore, so the kiss is a welcome distraction. ]
[ he gasps into fiveās mouth, though it tapers into a groan as he shifts back against his dick. ] Itās not going to get smaller if you keep that up.
Iām a masochist. Im sure thatās not much of a surprise, haha. Iām want you to drive me wild, sensei. Iām sure you could manage that. I have a number of vibrators we can play with and I do enjoy that cock ringā¦
[ He's a masochist. For a moment he's wondering if maybe it'd be fine to indulge his more sadistic tendencies with him then - that would match pretty well, wouldn't it? And he is quite certain Childe would get off a little blood play.
But he doesn't know if he can hold himself back, so in the end he frowns and tries to shove that idea away ]
Who said I want it to get smaller? Maybe I might want you to fill me up even further.
[ he chases his lips again, though it's a little hard from this position ]
If I took you out for a date with a toy shoved inside of you and that ring making it impossible for you to come, I wonder how long you'd last.
...sensei, you're playing a dangerous game and I like it. [ kisses him again and again. ] Mm. I bet I could come again and fill you up some more, hahaha.
[ his dick twitches again, breath catching in his throat as he tries to formulate some kind of response. ] I- I'd like that sensei. Let's do that. We should make a bet of some kind.
[ he is playing a dangerous game and he likes it too. It's not his fault if Childe is so tempting and makes it oh so easy to indulge him with these fantasies ]
Could you, mm? Just to the thought of me playing with you until you're ready to beg?
Next week. I'll take a potion again and we can play. We'll go to the mall to buy you some new pretty clothes.
...but I don't want to wait. [ the thought of having to wait and entire week is going to be enough to drive him mad. ] I want to play now. [ he shifts, smushing five into the bed and rolling his hips into him as his knot starts to swell again. ] I'm not patient.
[ fuck, he really is going to be impossibly full at this rate. He lets out a low groan at Childe pushing him into the bed again, the tug of the knot against his rim feeling a weird mix of incredibly good and uncomfortable at the same time.
But he laughs at the words, biting on his lip as he arches his back, trying to be as inviting as possible in this position ]
Then you can — consider that wait the first part of it. You want me to drive you mad, don't you?
[ childe releases more pheromones, picking up the paces and ramming his knot that much deeper into five. ] But you'd like it if I just filled you up some more, right, sensei. I have so much more to give you, and I'm sure there's more room... [ he growls, baring his fangs and leaning down. ] Let's get out the toys. We can get some practice in.
[ With all those pheromones he feels like his head is swimming. It feels so good to let go like this, to let himself belong to Childe while he pushes his knot deep inside of him ]
Thought you said — you're a masochist. Yet here you are torturing me. Of course I want more of it. I want everything you'll give me.
...tell me, sensei, how much do you like the feel of my knot? How filling it is and how capable it is of filling you with all of my cum. [ a dark chuckle tumbles out as he slips a hand beneath five to press against his stomach. ] Of course I am, because I want to try to coax you into doing something back at me, sensei. You know you want to. Put me in my place, sensei, make me squirm. Make me beg. And I'm absolutely going to give you everything. I'm going to fill you until it hurts.
[ Given how hard he is again, it's no surprise that he's enjoying it, and Childe's hand against his stomach makes him all the more aware of it all. ]
I love it—
[ He'd be embarrassed to admit it under normal circumstances, but now it's fine if he does, right? There's not much of a point in denying it ]
Is it bad that I like feeling yours? For just this—
[ but oh, how he'd like to turn the tables on him. He's already picturing it — Childe squirming and writhing beneath him, begging him to let him cum after he's had his way with him. It sounds almost as exciting as being filled up by him ]
Good. It's all for you, sensei, and f- fuck... s'getting bigger. You're turning me the fuck on. Do you feel it, sensei, getting bigger and swelling with so much more cum? [ another feral growl as he grabs a fist full of the sheets, snapping his hips forward. ] I'm glad you like this, because I really like it too, and I want to do it again sometime, but, c'mon, don't you want revenge?
[ It's hard to think of revenge when he's getting fucked like this and the room is filled with pheromones. Of course he wants to see Childe beg for him, but right now, it really feels like this is his place ]
I think... I think I might cum again, sensei, fuck. [ he hisses under his breath and leans over five, picking up the pace and ducking his head as he murmurs something under his breath. his thoughts are clouded and he really can only think of breeding him. a part of him knows it's impossible, but all the animal instincts driving him want something to come of this. ] A- Ah, I'm coming, sensei. [ he cries out, grabbing five and holding him in place as he buries into him, bulb swelling before he empties yet another load into him. ]
[ He already knows he's a bit of a masochist too but this really might be the first time he's truly let it out fully without anyone other than Emet. It hurts to be filled to this extent and yet here he is, coming again as well just at the feeling of Childe fucking him like this, of his knot swelling inside of him all over again and his seed filling up. It's embarrassing that the thought of being bred is as exciting as the thought of breeding him had been, when Childe asked him such a ridiculous thing, but he can't help it.
He can only groan and cry his name out in between harsh gasps for breath, body feeling spent and every part of him sore but wow. Wasn't that intense ]
Shit.
I'm really - so full of you now ...
[ Will it make a mess when he finally pulls out? The thought alone is more enticing than he'd like to admit ]
I... I know. And you look it too. [ childe rubs five's swollen belly and smiles, leaning down to dot a few kisses to the side of his head. ] I think you may be at your limit. Let's stop here. I didn't even mean for that to happen a second time, but sensei is just too fucken tempting sometimes. [ childe nips at him, eventually giving him an affectionate lick. ] We should probably rest for a bit... let the swelling go down, so we can take that bath. I think you're going to make a mess when I finally do get a chance to pull out.
[ It's a little hot to have him rub his hand on his swollen belly like this, he knows it's ridiculous to be excited by this, and yet here he is, enjoying the thought of it all far too much. But even more than that it's the affection that gets to him. It's nice, and of course he enjoys it. He didn't think he'd ever feel comfortable enough to experiment with anyone other than Emet and Lahabrea and yet Childe makes it almost effortless once he gets past his embarassment. ]
If I ask you to take a picture of me when you pull out, and keep it on your phone, is that going to make things worse?
[ he is a bit embarrassed that he admitted to wanting to do this. it had been on his mind since he had decided to experiment, but how the hell do you even bring something like this up. he's glad that five pushed him, because he enjoyed himself immensely. ]
[ his train of thought goes off the fucken rails when five asks that and the expression on his face makes than plainly obvious. childe opens his mouth to say something and it's almost as if he does, but no words come out for a few long moments. five has truly broken him. BUT EVENTUALLY ] Ah, I, a- and you, if... if y- you, for... is this... ah, I... [ childe.exe has stopped responding. ]
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You're remarkably good at self-control. I would have bitten you in your place. ...I do appreciate it.
[ there's a pause, and then he adds ]
So I'm the first you've done this with.
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Mm. Zhongli Xiansheng is the only other person I sleep with, and we havenāt ever really experimented yet. I donāt really like the idea of sleeping around like most people here seem to. Iā¦ donāt understand it, if Iām being honest. Having four, five, or six partners. [ like whyyyy. ] And while I have experimented with Wild Cityās abilities I never stuck my dick in anything. Not sure what I could have fucked with my knot that would have been satisfying besides somebodyās tight little asshole, [ five will feel his dick twitch. ] you know?
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Well I have a number of partners too, you know. I could take offense.
[ but he doesn't, because well — ]
Though admittedly you've been the only one I didn't already have a close relationship with. I still don't really get what you saw in me, but after talking with Zhongli I think it was my threatening to stab you.
... How did you experiment? I want you to describe it in details.
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[ the reminder of their first meeting has him laughing all over again. ] I found you as interesting as you found me. You were like a prickly little porcupine.
Hmmm, alright. Sensei wants to know how I debase myself in private. [ snickers. ] I shove a vibrator in my ass and alternate between touching my tattoo and dialing up the intensity. I bought this big cock ring to put on, so I canāt come and it hurts soooo good, drives me crazy, but makes a real big mess when I finally take it off. Itās gotten real swollen and turned all sorts of pretty colors, and guess what, sensei, Iāve definitely thought about both you and Xiansheng while fucking around.
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[ He badly wants to concentrate on having a proper, productive conversation to help him with something this serious — he knows Childe needs a little pushing when it comes to relationship matters.
But it's really difficult to concentrate on that when he feels his tongue along the shell of his ear and when he's picturing him playing with himself like that. So he does use the tattoo to his advantage too. And he likes orgasm denial. That's something he can keep in mind ]
And what about the two of us together? Would you like us both being here to shower you with attention?
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ā¦
[ he absolutely likes to torture himself. ]
I donāt know. [ he just licking and kissing along fiveās neck, trying to get him to turn his head a bit so he can get at his lips. ] But I do love being driven to my limits. I hate this tattooā¦ but I love this tattoo. I want more toys. I want to beg for release.
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He won't comment on it further, for now, but he will turn properly so he can kiss him, shifting a little, rocking lightly against him with his cock still inside of him ]
Even if it drives you crazy, isn't it fine so long as you're the one who decides to play with it? Just like your pheromones.
If you want me to deny you and have you beg me to cum, that's something I'm willing to play with. You only need to tell me what you wish for, and I'll provide.
That's the advantage of being parnters, no?
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[ he gasps into fiveās mouth, though it tapers into a groan as he shifts back against his dick. ] Itās not going to get smaller if you keep that up.
Iām a masochist. Im sure thatās not much of a surprise, haha. Iām want you to drive me wild, sensei. Iām sure you could manage that. I have a number of vibrators we can play with and I do enjoy that cock ringā¦
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But he doesn't know if he can hold himself back, so in the end he frowns and tries to shove that idea away ]
Who said I want it to get smaller? Maybe I might want you to fill me up even further.
[ he chases his lips again, though it's a little hard from this position ]
If I took you out for a date with a toy shoved inside of you and that ring making it impossible for you to come, I wonder how long you'd last.
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[ his dick twitches again, breath catching in his throat as he tries to formulate some kind of response. ] I- I'd like that sensei. Let's do that. We should make a bet of some kind.
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Could you, mm? Just to the thought of me playing with you until you're ready to beg?
Next week. I'll take a potion again and we can play. We'll go to the mall to buy you some new pretty clothes.
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But he laughs at the words, biting on his lip as he arches his back, trying to be as inviting as possible in this position ]
Then you can — consider that wait the first part of it. You want me to drive you mad, don't you?
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Thought you said — you're a masochist. Yet here you are torturing me. Of course I want more of it. I want everything you'll give me.
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I love it—
[ He'd be embarrassed to admit it under normal circumstances, but now it's fine if he does, right? There's not much of a point in denying it ]
Is it bad that I like feeling yours? For just this—
[ but oh, how he'd like to turn the tables on him. He's already picturing it — Childe squirming and writhing beneath him, begging him to let him cum after he's had his way with him. It sounds almost as exciting as being filled up by him ]
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I can't— think clearly, fuck ...
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He can only groan and cry his name out in between harsh gasps for breath, body feeling spent and every part of him sore but wow. Wasn't that intense ]
Shit.
I'm really - so full of you now ...
[ Will it make a mess when he finally pulls out? The thought alone is more enticing than he'd like to admit ]
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[ It's a little hot to have him rub his hand on his swollen belly like this, he knows it's ridiculous to be excited by this, and yet here he is, enjoying the thought of it all far too much. But even more than that it's the affection that gets to him. It's nice, and of course he enjoys it. He didn't think he'd ever feel comfortable enough to experiment with anyone other than Emet and Lahabrea and yet Childe makes it almost effortless once he gets past his embarassment. ]
If I ask you to take a picture of me when you pull out, and keep it on your phone, is that going to make things worse?
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[ his train of thought goes off the fucken rails when five asks that and the expression on his face makes than plainly obvious. childe opens his mouth to say something and it's almost as if he does, but no words come out for a few long moments. five has truly broken him. BUT EVENTUALLY ] Ah, I, a- and you, if... if y- you, for... is this... ah, I... [ childe.exe has stopped responding. ]
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