childeishly | 🐳 imeeji; inbox 2.

[ childe and scaramouche shouldn't be allowed new things... because all they do is develop new kinks. he joins him in laughing, though his own isn't nearly as unhinged. it's amused, glad that scara's enjoying himself as much as he is. he's glad he thought to swipe a bunch of cards to experiment. fuck you, dottore, surely he wouldn't have thought of doing something like this... dumb bastard. ] Ah, getting hard again too... you really are a slut. [ he's one to talk. if he wasn't made of slime he'd be hard as a rock. ]

I know. [ at that his laughter becomes a touch unhinged. ] I figured you'd like seeing me fuck you, seeing how debauched you look as I fuck your literal brains out. But, yes you're gorgeous. I love you so much, just seeing you come apart around me. It's like you were made for me, and right now... our bodies are molded together perfectly.

[ he hums, though his expression goes a bit more serious at that. ] No, no of course not, Scaramouche. And you're a good boyfriend, a great boyfriend. I love you so much. [ he tightens his grip on scara, tugging him closer as he drags little bit further into his slime body. ]

[ he loves the reassurance, and it works all the better when he's getting fucked silly. He's a good boyfriend, and Childe loves him. Look at the things they're doing together — of course he loves him. ]

I don't - think I can come again, aah ...

It’s fine, you don’t need to. I’m pretty spent too… [ he gives a tired laugh. ] We could take a nap… like this, I mean… I would obviously get you into a more comfortable position, but that could be… interesting. It’d almost be like cockwarming. What do you say? We could both use the rest.

[ ah. he loves the idea. And maybe they'll even wake up to the sight of Childe spreading him open like this. He shifts so he can nuzzle against him as best as possible in this position, and with Childe not being quite entirely solid ]

You'd stay like this for me? I'd like that ... I want to keep feeling you inside me, like we're just one thing.

Mm. I like the feeling too. [ he takes a step back. ] You feel nice… and I don’t exactly want to leave. [ he punctuates that with a quick snap of the hips. ] To the bedroom then. I’ll let you go and you can decide how you want to lay on me, alright? [ he brings them into the bedroom and takes a seat, carefully oozing backward before finally releasing his arms and legs, so Scara can move a little. ] There.

[ how stupid is it that even just that feels sweet. Childe teasing him a bit more, and then just carrying him back to the bedroom. ]

I want to lay on the side. And you'll keep your arms wrapped around me while you stay inside.

[ he will turn to help with that, though he's reaching for Childe's hand immediately ]

... I need to tell you something, before we rest.

Alright. [ childe lets scaramouche do all the moving. it's easier that way, but he'll wrap his arms around him and let him take his hand as soon as they're in position. he tries to keep himself relatively solid, so they can kind of lay like normal-ish people, but it's hard when he's tired, and he'll kind of just ooze into him like a gooey boyfriend. ]

Mm, what is it, Kunikuzishi?

I kissed Dottore, earlier. A few times.

[ he's going to keep his hold on his hand ]

...

[ a few times. ]

[ kissing is... not the end of the world, at least,
but it can lead to other things. childe thought if he ignored scara earlier they could just... pretend the problem didn't exist. forever. ]

[ apparently not. ]

Oh yeah? [ he tries to keep the snarky remark of 'that sure didn't take long' to himself, but it's on the tip of his tongue. ] ...do you want to do it again?

[ he's going to turn around a little, just to glance at him so he can look at his face ]

Do you not want me to?

[ his face is literally blank. and by that i mean there is no face. sorry if that's horrifying scaramouche. he's trying to curb his jealousy, so he needs a minute. ]

[ eventually, ] I just want you to be happy. I know you've lost a lot recently, and... that you're losing more... [ childe reforms and sits up, looking down at their hands. ] I don't want, what I mean is... if he helps fill in some of the space left, then... I'm not going to be the one to tell you no. I don't want to do anything that's going to hurt you, especially not when you're already hurting plenty already.

[ seeing him like that is a little creepy, but of all people he understands the desire to hide his face, so he doesn't call him out on it. But oh, man. It'd be so much easier if Childe told him what to do in this case. The one time he wants someone to take control of him, and of course Childe won't do it. ]

You should be enough. And Dottore isn't like Pentium ...

[ He doesn't actually care about him. But he still loves it when he calls him his little puppet, and when he has his hands on him. ]

How annoying. I don't feel anything for him. It's just physical attraction.

...don't say it like that. [ he huffs, suddenly feeling completely inadequate, even after everything they did this evening. thanks scara!!! ] It's not about being enough. [ ugh, he... can't believe he's doing this... ] Did you like kissing him? And Dottore isn't like anybody. [ thank fuck for that. one of hi- ...wait, there are like... about a dozen of him. thankfully not here. ] Anyway, did you like kissing him?

Do you really want to go into details about this while you're inside me?

I'm not asking for a play by play. Just answer the question.

I liked it. But I wanted to wait until we'd talked, so that felt bad. I don't know what got over me. One moment I was telling him I wasn't going to kiss him, and the next I did it.

I wanted to, of course. But not without ... Not if it meant hurting you.

If you liked it, and you like him, [ for whatever unknown fucken reason. ] then... do it again. I'm glad you thought of me and my feelings... and now I'm thinking of you and yours. [ he squeezes him, dragging him into his gooey chest. ] ...the only way you could hurt me is if you... told me you hated me and you left me. I'm just... feeling a little jealous, [ and worried. ] I... guess, since you two have a... history...

[ he should have kept his mouth shut. But he's a little relieved that Childe is not kicking him out of bed or anything like that. Of course he had nothing to worry about. Of course Childe would still love him. And him being a little jealous, as bad as it is, is a plus. ]

I don't like him.

But I like you being jealous.

I know. [ but he hates being actual jealous... especially when he thinks he has a shot at losing... ] Whatever you want to call it. Did you just want to go back to doing whatever you used to do? [ he said he didn't want to get into detail and here he is asking... ]

Well, he doesn't have a reason to open me up and play around with my insides here, does he? And it'll probably kill me in this place.

So I think that's out of the table.

...that happened a lot?

He needed to figure out how I worked to unseal my powers. If it wasn't that, then it was to improve me.

It was unbelievably painful. But I'd end up getting off on it, and one thing lead to another.

. . .

[ we all have our kinks and he's not about to kink shame. he gets off on fighting and that's... kind of the same. just... less being strapped to a table and getting stabbed and more running around and getting stabbed. ]

I'm glad he's not on sensitIV, since I'm sure that, if he was, more of that would happen... anyway, I don't mind if you do things with him. I just, if he hurts you, I'm going to break his fucken neck, and then I'll have pep! revive him... and then I'll break his fucken neck again.

[ oh don't say that you'll make him horny again. He's smiling though, shifting to leave a quick kiss on his cheek ]

Oh, that would be sexy. What a sight you'd be, fighting for my honor.

I bet that sick fuck would be into it. [ he laughs. ] And, feh, what fight... I already won. You should tell him how great I was. [ don't mind him puffing out his gooey slime chest. ]

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