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Valour 5: I haven't taken the time to ask you how are you yet, so. Doing that now.

Caeli; I'm doing... ok. Not interested in this stupid game and got into a weird argument with Levity. Just looking for distractions now.

Valour 5: There's a game?
Valour 5: I won't ask what Levity said but if you want to talk I'll listen
Valour 5: Do you want to come over
Valour 5: And should I take a potion

Caeli; Mistletoe? And that apparently means we have to kiss each other for points. No. thanks. I'll think about it. Not really worth talking about, honestly. But maybe I'll feel petty later. And, sure, come on over! Hm~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I would like a smooch from sensei, not going to lie.

Valour 5: Oh. I've taken part on some kissing games before
Valour 5: Wait outside for me, I'll be there in a few minutes.

Caeli; Really? I'm kind of surprised. And yep, I'll meet you outside the door.

[ goes to wait on the landing. ]

Valour 5: It was my first few days and I stuck to hand kisses. But the second one I only kissed the people I cared about.

[ He'll get there shortly after - having taken a potion as promised. There's a mistletoe game going on so surely if he's seen leaning in to kiss Caeli as soon as he gets there, it's no problem, right? So he does that ]

[ he waits until five arrives to continue their conversation. ] If you had played this time around, sensei, would I have go- [ and then he gets a kiss, so that answers that. childe smiles, looping an arm around five to hold him closely. ] Is there a limit?

In public where we can be seen, yes.

But you were saying?

I was going to ask if I was one of the special few that'd get a kiss from sensei.

Maybe if you drank enough water.

Not funny.

[ he will give him another kiss, to the cheek this time ]

I'm glad you're doing as okay as you can possibly do currently.

...me too. I'm sure things will get better. [ probably. ]

They will.

[ he says that with certainty, like there's just no doubt about it ]

Right now everything seems overwhelming because it's raw. And dying is never going to be easy. But there will be good moments to balance the shitty ones.

Don't lose sight of that.

I know. I don't let things keep me down for long. No point, especially since it'll prevent you from reaching your true potential. It's like a ball and chain, you know. [ drags him into wild city. ]

And here I was almost worried. That's a good way to look at it.

It definitely affected me, but I'm trying my best not to let it hold me back.

That's good enough. I can't imagine you being held back by anything.

...heh, I'm glad you have such faith in me, sensei. Do you want to go to the cabin?

If you make sure to warm me properly.

I can guarantee it.

In that case, we can go.

[ he'll move so he can kiss him on the lips again, and then reach for his hand ]

I take it you dislike the game.

I do. I don’t want to kiss just anybody. And kissing for points just makes me think about people who sell affection and attention and [ he trails off and crinkles his nose. whores, basically. ] I know I’m not the most experienced person when it comes to any of this, but… I just like the idea of it being… special? Having some sort of meaning? …I don’t know. [ shrugs, and leans five into his room and to the plate with the fox constellation on it. ]

I think that makes sense. On my first game I gave hand kisses to people, but by the time the second one rolled out that gesture had a different significance to me, so I didn't want to do it with just about anyone. And normal kisses or hugs were of course out of the question.

Some things are just meant to be special.

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